sad day

It's raining heavily outside.Rain drops hit the window with a loud tap.While inside,i was "raining"too.Papa n mummy had just left ,n i'm now alone...so alone ...i'm now at a very new place..in my hostel at Kl...far away from my hometown..far away from my house,my home,my family..n jon...i just can't control myself but keep thinking how good izzit if my parents are here with me....but somehow i know..i've to learn...learn to grow up..learn to be independent..learn to stand on my feet..tears have now blurred my vision...i broke down n cried..i've nv been so alone b4,without my frens,n my room mate will only be coming back next sunday..this simply means that i will be ALONE till this thursday...i can't wait for the day to arrive!!i wanna be back home now!!!!!i miss everything in malacca n yet this is only the 1st day of mine in Sunway,Subang.. how m i going to spend the rest of my days here????ISH......