it's kinda stress k...ve been studying..studying...n studying this whole week...n...stil got lots of topics to be covered!!! ewww......STRESS to the max!!! wonder how m i going to survive next week!
sm1 is facing the same problem as i do--the pre-exam sydndrome. YEAH!!! giv me 5!!! happy..at least..i'm not facing it ALOne! let me explain abt this pre-exam syndrome thingy, which i'm facing rite now. I juz simply feel demotivated this few days, n kinda have this depress kind of feeling tht makes me feel like crying. N, i dun feel happy AT ALL!!!!! i juz don't knoe hw m i going to deal with my exam. n...as my exam timetable is so packed..it freaks me out this time. N this is the first time, thru out my uni life, i feel that..i can't get myself concentrate. i'm trying to get all the facts stick into my brain..but....but... while i'm studying..my mind is kinda wondering off the books. n...i hav this urge of leaving my room n go smwhere else besides studying which i know very well that i'm not suppose to!!!
n thank god...when i tok to my fren today abt this prob which i'm facing rite now...she told me that she actually faces the same thing.wahaha...how we laughed at each other.......haha....i knoe..it's not funny..but...u knoe..u knoe the feeling of releasing ur stress out to ur fren..n how u get to find out that sm1 is facing exactly the same thing as u do..YEah.......n..both of us also face this prob first time in our uni life. we actually conclude that-- is the environment here, mayb...we r new here (first time in melb)..n we r stil adjusting to it. n..we simply agree that the weather here makes us feel lazy...most of the time...as ...it is so cold....especially in the morning....i'm DRAGGING myself out from the bed everymorning..the alarm keeps on snoozing..snoozing..n snoozing..until i got SOooo fed up of it...then ONLY...UNWILLINGLY..i get out from my bed....it's so so so.....damn...difficult.. i mean...to get myself out from my comfy, warm bed.....arghh.... sometimes..i juz dunno how to deal with the coldness here. it's cold...so..i switch on the heater..but...after some time..it'll get abit stuffy in here. so, i turn it off....n...only to find myself trembling again in cold..bah!!! i prefer Malaysia weather..i wanna go home =(
thanks su-i..(dunno whether u'll b reading this).. becoz of u...i dun feel alone.....n remember our plan to study together next week k..=)....hehe..nice toking to u....
our lunch at "Nasi Lemak House"...n..this is the first time ever...i feel nasi lemak taste so GOOD....(mummy should knoes...i dun take nasi lemak bk at home..as..i dun fancy them much..).....mayb becoz of stress???or mayb..a good companion??? =) or mayb too much of bread n cereals for the past whole week?=p
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